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When I was a kid, my cousins use to have this toy called Jenga(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jenga), it is consist of wooden blocks, and is basically like building a tower by moving each block on top very carefully. So anong point?? hehe, here it goes, naks! as i was drinking my usual huge mug of tea before taking my night shower ( very detailed, kakahawa si tatay) napagnilaynilay ko that building a relationship is like playing Jenga, well except for the part when it’s his time to fall down, ayaw naten nun! hehe! Seriously, those blocks you use for the foundation is like the most important aspects in a relationship. Ganito, if say you’re starting the tower with four blocks, same goes with a relationship, you gotta have honesty, trust, loyalty or whatever it is that you think na pinakaimportante for it to be your foundation. Obviously, a tower’s foundation should keep it from standing so you gotta choose wisely.. Well yun na nga, as you continue playing, each player has to pull a piece and then place it at the topmost of the tower so as to make it taller. “It’s like saying, every piece is like an aspect which eventually matured or developed when placed into the higher level..” hmmm.. Lumalalim at nagiibayo ang bawat aspeto.. make sense, right? But then again, you have to be very careful as you do your turn, coz like handling a relationship, Jenga is a game of physical and mental skill.. Again,be very careful in picking which piece to choose each time you make a turn.. Hindi minamadali para maiwasan ang pagbagsak..

In a relationship, there are a lot of aspects to be considered, pero each aspect has its different level.. Depende sa players.. One thing is for sure, wlang tower na nabuo without starting with a foundation.

13 times pa lang pala.. Hmmm.. It seems like I know him my whole life, siguro dahil sa kadaldalan naming dalawa. Ever wonder how it all began? A simple chit chat over a cup of coffee, tawa ng tawa until it’s almost a good morning.. Siguro nga “you should expect the unexpected”, kahit impossible kahit pigilan mo pa (pero dahil gusto mo e kunyari lang ang pagpipigil! hihi!), it will happen if it is really meant to happen. I know that there are a lot of things to be discovered and learned, and it will take some time pero we’ll surely find ways to enjoy each moment. Hehe, nagiging corny na ko.. Meron pala talagang rainbow after the longest rainy season ever - muntik na kong di maniwala..

Nasa Chuntug St. lang pala.. haha! 

Ang saya pala maging masaya?? hmm.. Free from stress sa trabaho at sa maraming bagay sa mundo at ang best place to go to ay.. sa Baguio! heheh! I’ve been to the place a couple of times na pero I’ve never experience this before, more walk more fun sabi ng tatay ko! ikutin naten ang Baguio at hanapin ang isang famous kapihan na mukang hindi nman masyadong famous sa mga taga dun! kainish.. pero ok lng, di kami susuko, meron pang next year, dba tay? hehe.. I came to realize one thing, bakit me mga bagay na kahit anong gawin mong hanap e hindi mo pa din mahanap?? mahirap hanapin.. Baka nga ksi hindi nakukuha sa pilit, dadating at dadating ang time na mkikita mo din ito.. susulpot na lang sa harap mo when you least expect it, (parang si Joel Enriquez lang - smiles..hihi).  

Sa Baguio, bawal ang “ice”! hehehe, kc nga malamig na ang paligid! (pasaway ka tatay!) Masarap pala ang Sinigang ipartner sa Chopseuy?? bago yun noh? ngayon ko nga lang din nalaman, pede din pla maging compatible ang dalawang magkaibang bagay.. hmmm.. nagjajive!

Sa Baguio, Bawal magmeme kasi sayang ang moment, hehe, ending ang tindi ng eyebags. Sulit na sulit ang bayad sa bahay, buti me libreng concert, SUgar Free, big time! Dedma sa madamo at malupang Burnham, go sa concert, minsan lang to! Pero bakit parang kampi ni tatay yun kumakanta, puro patungkol sa kanya ang mga kanta?? hehe ” wag mo ng itanong sa akin, di ko rin naman sasabihin.. ” bleh!

Sa Baguio, iba ang lasa ng Gran Matador, mas mabilish makashengsheng, pati mga kwentuhan mejo iba, mukang pinaghandaan yata para di paulit ulit, heheh! Pero sa bandang huli, parang nauulet na rin, sablay pa din tay.. Ok lang, enjoy pa din, ang saya talaga.. pramit!

Sa Baguio, malamig, maganda ang view, masarap yun food, mura ang taxi, masarap mgmeme, masarap magmamam, cool manood ng libreng concert, maganda magpicture-picture, sarap magpower hug, sobrang saya kung.. kasama si wewel!

Sa Baguio, me bagong pagibig. -hehe!

I love you tatay. 

ps

Sa Baguio, bawal maligo, lalo na kung walang dalang damit! haha

Sa wakas! nakuha ko na ang planner, at anong petsa na nga ba, matatapos na ang January at hindi ko pa naiipaplano ng maayos ang buhay ko.. hehe! Pasaway naman kc tong Starbucks, nagtipid yata ngayon. Anyway, nakakaaliw ang theme nila ngayon, “Begin.Grow.Flow.” Parang nakakarelate ako ng todo, ganito kasi, it was mid of October last year when I started thinking about going out of the country to find my luck at habang lumalaon e tumitindi ang kagustuhan, until I finally decided to quit my present job last December. I’ve been with this Real Estate company for almost 3 years now and I must say that not only I learned a lot of not so simple things but also earned a lot of not so serious figures. Naks! Pero, ganun nga talaga siguro ang buhay, may mga bagay na pag paulit ulit mo ginagawa e nakakasawa.. There will come a time that you’ll find it impossible to wake up in the morning with a smile in your face and only to encourage yourself that you have to get ready for work because you just have to, for no other reasons at all, basta alam mo kailangan lang.. Hayy.. Of course its a tough decision to make, most of my friends say No kasi nga daw mahirap magtrabaho sa ibang bansa, there’s this friend who even asked me to make a Chart/table of the advantages of the 2 things I’m deciding of and select whichever makes the greater number (eto mejo effective). Pero ika nga ni Patricio, “ikaw lang ang makakadecide nyan..” Sabi ko nga! And so I started asking, yung mga taong experienced, at kasabay nun ay ang bagong hamon sa buhay ko ( I was offered a different position, a higher one).. At first I was unhappy, syempre naman, I’ve been excited and really wanting the idea of going, but it seems like this is really not the right time for me.. It was only a couple of minutes that took me to decide if I’m going to take the offer.. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, “sige subukan mo ulet, bahala ba si Batman! “ ..

Begin.Grow.Flow. -  parang ako lang.. =) It’s like I’m making another Beginning, for my life (which includes everything, sana pati lovelife! Wehe!). And syempre, lahat ng bagay sa mundo ay nag goGrow, that is if you help yourself.. At sana, kahit hindi over flowing, just simply Flow.

Happy Birthday to me! Yeahbah!

"its like the sands of boracay, so many times it had
been broked thats how fine the broken pieces is"
                                   -wewel

--> huwaw!! di ko akalain na me tao pa  pala na mas
matindi ang definition ng love kesa sa kin! hehe! ang
saya! me kapitbahay ang masasakitin kong puso.
nainggit ako sa blog nya, ang ganda, halatang
pinagpuyatan! haha! wala naman akong talent sa
designs.. hmm... back to the topic. bakit nga kaya me
mga taong less fortunate sa larangan ng pag-ibig..
ayan, pag ibig nanaman! e ano pa nga ba? hindi naman
siguro palaging ganun, kaso mo sadyang nasanay lang
siguro mag paapi yun puso nila (oo na, namin pala!).
"i'm a giver not a taker", mapag bigay, mapag
pasensya, malawak ang pang unawa.. -->lahat yan
asssociated sa salitang giver, pero meron pang isa,
matiisin! matiisin sa sakit,, waaaahh.. yun bang
tipong galing galingan, "im setting you free.." na mga
kachurvahan!

Hindi kc nagtapang tapangan, ayan.. " I have to give u
up.." , sabay talikod, iyak madami! di naman nya
nakita. mahal mo pa/mahal ka pa nya, pero di na kayo
pede? oo nga naman, e hindi na nga naman pede, bakit
ba pipilitin? e pano malalaman na di na pede? malay ko!
nararamdaman na lang yun, pag gabi gabi ka na umiiyak ng
walang dahilan, ar tulala kahit sa harap ng pinaka matsalap
na luto ng nanay mo, or "bayad po" instead of "para po" ang
sinsabi mo sa manong driver. Nkakatawa ano?? Alam mong
nagmamahal pa yun puso mo pero alam mo din na hindi na kayo
pede.. Bakit pa nga naman magtatapang tapangan??
Yun na!

A great boyfriend:

1. Will always make time for you..

2. Respect all your ideas and decisions..

3. Talk to you about serious stuffs.

4. Treat your friends really well.

5. Let you make up your own mind.

6. Comfort you when you really need someone..

7. Always remember special days.

8. Occassionally do something really romantic..

9. Love you for who you are and often tell you that..

10. Know when to leave you alone and give you space.

-===>> guni-guni! you can never have everything for yourself.. love him, and love every bad or not so bad thing about him.. There’s no such thing as a “great boyfriend”, truth is, girls tend to make their own illusion of a so-called great boyfriend.. Pinagtatakpan- to justify the fact na we’re so trully, madly deeply in love. uyyy.. admit it!

bakit nga kaya?? bakit nga kaya minsan akala mo masaya ka na, only to realize in the end na hindi pala.. hindi pa pala enough, lahat ng sacrifices, kulang pa din pala.. pero minsan parang kasalanan mo din kung bakit ka nasaktan, bakit mo kasi hinayaan?? tama ba yun?? di nga naman napipigil yun, kahit iwasan mo, mangyayari at mangyayari p rin yun.. kung bakit? di ko rin alam.. basta paulit ulit lang! siguro minsan pwede pa rin naman iwasan, pero paano nga kaya?? iba yung nakikita at naririnig sa nararamdaman.. siguro kailangan matinding pakiramdaman.. hehe.. nakakatawa! Pero pano kung manhid sya, tapos ikaw lang nakakaramdam?? Ganun pa rin yun di ba??!